Don’t file this under fashion…. sorry if its not to your tastes… but I just needed to relieve some stress. AND…it is MY Blog afterall! =)

Its too late to call my best friend, and I just don’t get things down on “paper” anymore. I used to keep journals, and you know, it really does relieve a lot of stresses. So I thought, this was my next best outlet.

One of my loved ones is in the hospital, had emergency surgery matter of fact. This is probably the most important person in my life, and I have been down this road before. You know, first time you get through it, you kinda think its not something you will ever have to face again – mentally cross it off my list.

But then there I am, in a hospital waiting room, mind a blur. What would I do without him? Mind you, I am not the hysterical/martyr type. Just simply sitting there thinking about it. It seems to me, my life would cease to exist, without said person. I kind of just silently pray, giving god my list of reasons, promises to be a better this or that. I think the very worst of it…is the immense loneliness that looms, and the words that I would not have for that little 3 year old girl.

Have you told someone you loved them enough? Or done the nice things you could have for them? Did you try your hardest? And who decides what’s enough?

On the way home today… I was listening to the radio… new song from Sara Bareilles, called Bottle It Up. **Am listening to it now, and you can too…new feature on the blog. It made me think about, all of it…. relationships, people you love, expectations.

Where do you think you will be in 10 years? 30? and with who?

Here is to hoping the ride was worth it…

Oh…photo…since it works as a good distraction from the things at hand. I guess I can muster up the energy to give details as well…. (do click and enlarge…this size does NOTHING for the image!)

Sometimes I am inspired by the strangest things. In a conversation with a friend, bull riding comes up. I cannot remember WHAT it was that brought it up… I swear. But at any rate, suddenly I needed to dig up some old clothes, throw on my best hat, and search for new boots!

After I had the look…. I had to find myself a bull. I had heard about Black Horse Country a few times, and have been begged to go country dancing, so it seemed like the best place to look. Course as soon as I got there, I was so pleasantly surprised, I landed next to quite a few wild horses, who were quite noisy with their welcome! =) The club has a sort of cabin feel…with a very large stone fire place. But I was not very interested in line dancing. I had a mission… so I took a stroll around the grounds. I found the bull riding pen quickly, and hopped right on. I must say, I am quite good for the first shot!! *giggle* They have contests on Sundays… I think I might need to join in.

I also strolled down to the small pond, where there are a few cows who again, were very vocal – - MOOO! Then I got a chance to ride one of the wild horses, and I was so tired from my adventures, I passed out in one of the stalls, on a pile of hay! (I might add… I woke up with hay in all kinds on undesirable places).

So…I thought I would share my look. Most of this, with the exception of my jewelry, and new boots, are things I have had for a verrrrry long time. Oldies…but goodies. These boots however, are completely amazing, they are sculpted, and if I could pull them through the screen and slip them on I would. The ostrich skin detail is exquisite, as are the spurs, I could not be happier with the purchase!

And I should add…Luminosity, where my top is from…is a WONDERFUL shop… lots of great items, and the jeans that actually belong with this top, are great, with a fab belt buckle…. I was just in need of chaps (for the bull riding, OF COURSE!)

**As always, be sure to CLICK and enlarge for best view.**

Need to Knows:

Skins: Redgrave – Venus (nude)
Eyes: Redgrave – Julia (Romantic Green)
Lashes: Celestial Studios Vogue Lashes
Hair: Celestial Studios – Cowgirl Brown (Dark Blonde – Caramel)
Top: Luminosity – Route 66 – Flannel
Chaps: A Touch of Ireland – Wyoming Outfit – Wyoming Chaps with Jeans
Boots: D2TK – Womens Ostrich n Black Cowboy Boots
Earrings: Shiny Things – Florina Earrings (Gold)
Bracelet: Shiny Things – Florina Bangles (Gold)

I got a lovely little care package from camilla Yosuke today! Yipeee for me, because as you all know she has a whole bunch of new skins. Truth be told, I had yet to visit Insolence, so shame on me. So it was especially kind of her. She gave me all kinds of skins to sample, so I found the one I liked best (after much painful deliberation), and I am going to flash you all some close ups =)

The skins are detailed so well, her craftsmanship is very impressive, and if photo realistic skins are you thing…then you should grab your $L and get your booties over there! Each skin comes in 4 skin tones, and then each skin tone has 4 make ups. I am wearing the Helen in Tan, and these are all 4 make ups. I love the lips, I am really into the glossy look lately, but not so much WET, so this works well. Its all very subtle, none of the make up is over done, very natural.

Also, I wanted to show off the rest of the skin….after all… we are not just heads *giggle*… So while I was visiting, I had to get some of her famous lingerie, and sneak down to the basement for something fun! So I purchased both the Dawn Latex, and Alice Brown – - as pictured. Not gonna blabber about them… they have been talked about, and are wonderful..period.

When I began my SL, fashion was pretty much an immediate thing for me. I can nearly remember my first day….wandering around with my “bad” hair. Not understanding why it didn’t flow like someone I would pass. Trying desperately to edit it, and fix the unfixable! *giggle* I soon learned to ASK. I found myself just stopping everyone I would pass – - “where did that hair come from?”, or – - “OMG I have to have those shoes!” But it was my own luck when I stumbled on Nyte N’ Day.

Maybe it was week 2, or 3 of my existence? Whatever the case… Nyte N’ Day was soon my favorite place to visit. I did own every last piece of clothing in the store, and started to be the one getting asked where I was shopping. So, it holds a special place in my heart. And while, I do have a much longer list of great places to shop…it will forever, and always be my favorite, because it took me away from the flat avatar, to the fabulous girl I am today.

So, reason for this heart to heart… Nyte released a bunch of new items, and here was my fave – -

Need to Knows -

Skins: Redgrave – Venus (Nude)
Lashes: Celestial Studios Vogue Lashes
Eyes: Redgrave – Julia (Romantic Green)
Outfit: Nyte N’ Day – Snugs Earthy
Hair: ETD – Xaria (Blondes II – Honey Burnt)
Shoes: ETD – Demi Trainers (White)
Glasses: Tres Blah – Uppity Glasses (Mustard)
Bracelet: Bonita’s Jewelry – Messy Bangles with Pearls #7
Earrings: Miriel – Bubble Earrings (Gold / Red)
Bag:Paper Couture – The Social Tea Bag (Crimson)

There is just no way I can resist purchasing an outfit that has my name. So luckily AnnaH’s Felicity is FAB! Prim sleeves, as well as pants & crop options! Tons of layering options, and course finely detailed! I don’t want to go on and on about it, because I think it has popped up a few times already. But I did snap a shot of myself in it, while trying out my HOT new Boudior Chaise from LostAngel. Which, if you don’t know about them – - come complete with menu driven poses, and CHANGE COLORS!

Annnnnywho…Here is me in my namesake along with the details…should you find the need!

Need to Knows:

Skins: Redgrave – Chloe (Smoky 4)
Lashes: Celestial Studios Vogue Lashes
Eyes: Redgrave – Julia (Romantic Green)
Hair: Detour – Beloved (Smoke)
Shoes: Armidi Gisaci – Viniani Heel (Black w/Gold)
Necklace & Bracelet: Zaara – Kaya Turquoise Set
Earrings: Miriel – Teardrop Earrings

A few good friends of mine have recently opened a club, and while I am realllllly not plugging it (okay, maybe a little)…. I thought I would share BECAUSE; The event that is taking place at 3pm SLT TODAY @ The Best Damn Club on Earth is 80′s. Now, what that means, is that since I will actually be able to attend…I had a reason to go shopping! I got to dig up all kinds of things that I might not normally wear, what fun!

So now my dare is to you all….find yourself something that is YOUR take on the 80′s, and come on down! That gives you 2 hours so GET MOVING!! It is going to be an awesome time, I will be there, and I’d love to see what you come up with…. ANNNNDDD…maybe I will have to take a few snaps and blog about it *wink* Oh Ohh.. and I am certain there are prizes!

What I came up with -

Rarely am I about posting on new releases, but I was amongst the many that pushed shoved (and could hardly MOVE) at the Armidi release. They released quite a few new items, if you don’t already know – Jewlery, Shoes, Dresses, Pants, Tops. Of course they are all gorgeous, in keeping with Armidi quality.

I had such a hard time picking just 1 pair of shoes, and will probably end up back there buying many more. I don’t have much in the way of flats, and these are sculpted beautifully. I choose the coffee cake.

The dress is Armidi as well, love the fact that you do get both babydoll options, the more fitted skirt, and the flowing one, which I am wearing. The back also has a nice lace up detail. I didn’t bother to see if anyone else has blogged it… mainly because I did all this work yesterday, and I was so FREAKIN’ sick, that I never go to posting. *blowing my nose*

Moving right along….

Laqroki also had some new releases in the way of HAIR! 6 to be exact. So I snatched up this style – Silk II, I don’t have anything quite this long and straight…with bangs no less. It moves so well with your avie, I wish I had a hairbrush! I love the shade I grabbed too…not quite brown, not quite blonde.

Now I am off to lay on the couch, and finish dying.

Need to knows:
Skins: Redgrave – Venus (Lilac)
Lashes: Celestial Studios Vogue Lashes
Eyes: Redgrave – Julia (Romantic Green)
Hair: Laqroki – Silk II (Light Brown)
Dress: Gisaci – Barlu Fiore (Belle de Jour)
Shoes: Armidi Gisaci – Sasche Flats (Coffee Cake)
Necklace & Earrings: Paper Couture – Knights Honor (Earrings & Pendant)
Bangle: Redgrave – *from the Brown Glitter Clubbing Dress*

I have a top from Blooberry that is one of my favorites. If I could wear it everyday, I think I would. I love how simple the front is, yet detailed with all the right shading and creases. Then I turn around and the back is so much fun! You don’t at all expect it, and its an amazing detail.

So its like my comfort shirt. When I threw it on the other day, along with my Last Call leather pants, it occurred to me that I couldn’t possibly blog about the pants, because if anyone did want them, they cannot get them.

So began my search for extraordinary leather pants. I didn’t find any in my enormous inventory – - or more any I *liked*! So I recalled that Adam n Eve had a pair I saw somewhere recently. So I hopped over there, chatted with Sachi Vixen, and bought myself a pair. They come in numerous colors, and I might need to go back and buy em’ all. They are freakin’ amazing! As Sachi said “They make your bum look hawt” Hmmm… or something like that?! hehehe

Once I had the top and pants together, I realized I needed to go take some pics… so I went to one of my favorite places to wander around Rue D’ Antibes. And here are the results:

Need to Knows:
Skin: Celestial Studios Vogue – Glitter Aqua (Cashmere)
Eyes: Redgrave – Julia (Romantic Green)
Lashes: Aphrodite Creations – Spike
Hair: Aden – Tuli (Blonde)
Top: Blooberry – Zarine (Blue)
Pants: Adam n Eve – Leather Pants (Black)
Shades: Role Optic – Glasses Eternity II (repositioned on top of my head)
Shoes: Maitreya – Slinky Stilettos (Black)
Bracelets: DP yumyum - Brown Bracelet, Atelier AM – Gold Bracelet
Earrings: Yummy – Beaded Hoop Earrings
Bag: Paper Couture – Le Sac (Zebra)

Yesterday I think I must have spent 2 hours chatting with Neferia Abel of Ivalde… all the while I was just wandering around her shop looking at all the lovelies. She has such an amazing collection, that span the eras. If you are feeling like the 50′s…20′s…or maybe even the 1850′s…. you can find something at her place. I haven’t been to her shop in such a long time, and might have been longer had she not sent me the nice message she did. And that is simply for lack of time… I wish I could keep up with everyone, and everything. Maybe I need an assistant?

At any rate, she dropped this gorgeous black dress on me called Evalyne. You know, you really cannot have too many little black dresses….really! Especially one this great, the prim/flexi semi sheer rose collar, and semi sheer ruffled layers, all textured so well. Something I’d like to dance the night away in.

If I remember correctly, she said it was going to be released today? Tho with our time difference, not sure WHEN that will be.

But one of the best things about Nef, is that she is CONSTANTLY creating, I am pretty sure that you can return once a month and find tons of items you will fall in love with…that are New, New, New!

Thanks so much for the great chat, and great clothes *mwah!*